Tenko

Tenko is one of my dearest cats. She passed away on Friday earlier 1 month, on January 13th 2017.

Tenko, my little Jeanne D’arc, you had been fighting  diseases for almost 4 years.

You went to the vet hundreds times and took thousands tablets of medicines until you died.

I think of you on my way to work, and back home.

In the morning, the sky is blue, shining, and frozen.

I want to down the ground and cry for bad things I did to you, good things I didn’t.

On the third Friday since you were gone, I felt that I couldn’t stand this sadness anymore.

I really want to get back you, but I would make the same mistakes to you.

My little Jeanne D’arc, you were fair and just, trying to be kind to other cats.

You loved me so much. I doubt that I deserved your love.

Tenko,

You are gone, but you are everywhere now, I wish.